oh dear.

Wow i'm horrible at this posting thing. well lotsa stuff has happened since christmas.

i'm starting up piano again, and i've started performing again. swimming just took up way too much time in my schedule.

I'm sick of middle school. I need to go to bingham... pronto... i hate the sevies.. i hate eigth graders... i just wanna be older. i'm getting my permit really soon.

swimming has gone great, the high school season ended about a month ago. we totally owned region, boys and girls. i took 5th in breastroke(: i get a letterman jacket. (: and then state... wow. stress overload. boys took third and girls took fifth, which is absolutely great(: i can't wait til next season. i love my team<3>

hmmm...... i haven't had a boyfriend in four months. the last one? it ended cuz he lost sight of me and kinda just played me. but its okay because we are like still best friends. hes the best(: and i still like the guy i've had a crush on for over a year. and he likes me(: we aren't a thing. but we kinda like eachother(:

big news? i get my braces off tomorrow(: heres me now... (well in november.. i haven't changed much... cept now i'm way super white...)

well, i'll update later.
Haylee, over and out.

Gosh! its been what..? 5 months? wow. i suck at this.

Okay! well update time. Sorry, i'm terrible at blogging!

Well i've been swimming for Bingham High School. (: yes. and We are UNDEFEATED! Right now, my shoulder's been giving me problems still. so i've only been swimming freestyle and breastroke. 50 free time: 29.11. 100 free time: 1:04:--. 100 breast time: 1:20:75. I'm seated 50th for the breast in state!!!(: i'm stoked. season is about halfway over.

Bingham took State in football(: go us.

Boys? I like a senior. again. (: haha.

I got an iPod Touch for Christmas!

i'll finish later.
<3://haylee

1-800-HELP!!

IM SO CONFUSED! ok. Here's the story.

So I like this kid. his name is... "bob" and we flirt all the time. He'll like say Haylee in a way that makes my heart flip over and then grins at me. I got his number and we text alot too! He sits in front of me in a class, and he always randomly turns around to just look at me without even saying anything. He always asks ME the answer or what the question was or what we're suppose to be doing even though we both know that the kid who sits next to me is 10x smarter than me. Last night he told me he wanted to hang out and all that. So he hasn't come out and said that he likes me but me and my friends all think he does.

THEN there's this other guy named... "ronald". I met him last year and there was a week where we spent every single day together. I kinda thought he was cute but at the time he had a girlfriend. He told me today that he broke up with his girlfriend (she moved to a dif. state) and that he likes me. Hes such a sweetie and he's exactly what i want for a boyfriend.

The problem is that the pros and cons are equalish. I don't want to go for one and hurt the other, but i love them both! Man. I would hate to be the bachelorette. this is hard enough and I'm not even getting married.

so im calling to you guys, 1-800-HELP and I need it fast!

UPDATE TIME!

Alright. Update time!

Swimming--Salt Lake Country Club Championships were held August 4&5. I raced 3 individual events (Breast, IM and Fly) and 2 relays (free, medley). In Semi-finals, i dropped a second off my breastroke time which ended up as a 37.74. i was seated 2nd!(: then i went about the same time in finals and got second. which made me mad because i was so set on first. but oh well(:
then in semi-finals the next day, I dropped 3 seconds in my IM! from a 1:17 to a 1:14! thats what i call awesome(: then i dropped a second in my fly and that brought me to a 31:58. I was going for the pepperwood record (30:34) but oh well. then i went about the same in finals.

Trek--Great experience. I learned alot about the pioneers and what suffering and trials they went through. I got a better understanding about it. I always knew that they went through hard times, but hearing the stories and such made me realize what they really went through. my friend Mark and his dad sang a song called "prayer of a walking child" with "come, come ye saints" intertwined in it. wow. let me tell ya, that was amazing. Yeah, if you get the chance to go on trek, go.

Park City--uber fun! Me and my best frienn jessie went up there for part of the week. we hung out at the pool, the lounge, our room, and went on the alpine coaster and zipline! so fun. let me tell ya... (:

School Shopping--i got lotsa new clothes(: i love to shop. :P I can't believe school starts in 3 days! thats crazy. i want more summer. i'm not ready for homework yet!

Boys--I don't like anyone at the moment. Those boys, they're fun to flirt with but i don't like them anymore. I do kinda have this thing for this guy who i'm really close to but i don't want to ruin our "brother/sister" relationship because my stupid emotions got in the way. so i'm keepin it the way it is.

peace.