Little Red Flag goin up here....

SOS....

So I like the guy that I liked back in like the first semester of school last year.... the one who lives by me?
Ughh. Idk what to do cuz he kinda told me that he likes me but he never said it straight up. like here....

(B=boy, H=me)

B-who do you like?
H-why should I tell you?
B-why not?
H-well cuz when a guy says "who do you like?" its pretty much saying "i like you" and you told me you don't like anyone so why do you care so much who i like?
B-I never said that.
H-what?
B-I never said that.
H-wait...you do?
B-why should I tell you? :P
H-duh. I wanna know if someone likes me hello.
B-you won't tell me who you like so i'm not tellin you who i like.

So retarded right. Ughh. I don't know what to do cuz I don't wanna be the one pursuing him again. I want him to pursue me, and he kinda is. He just is being stupid and Idk what to do.

HELP!!!! honestly!

*oww* I feel good! *na na na na na na na*...

Ok. So this post is going to kinda tie in religion FYI.

The steps to repentence/forgiveness are as follows.

• recognize that you have done wrong (oops. that didn't go right.)
• don't repeat the wronging (never again...)
• recommit yourself to living a better life (yay! party!)
• make restitution for the wrongs you committed (that means apologize. duh)
• feel remorse for the wronging (awh. i hate this feeling.)
• know that repentence requires time and effort (how much longer!?)
• resolve the feelings of retribution (no hard feelings... right?)
• receive forgiveness (from everyone)

So we had this lesson in sunday school and the whole time, I just had this nagging feeling that I hadn't fulfilled my repentence. There are a couple of girls that I've had rough friendships with and the second my teacher said "Our lesson is on repentance", I felt the pit in my stomach grow. Throughout the whole lesson, it just kept getting deeper and deeper. I promised myself that I would do what I had to do when I got home to make the whole situation better with those girls. I've been feeling remorse from what I've done for a while now, and since I moved schools, it has gotten worse. I feel terrible for everything that I have done in these fights we've been in and I needed to do my part to make it better.

Today, I sent a long, heartfelt email to the 2 girls apologizing for every thing I'd ever said, thought or done to them that hurt them. I asked their forgiveness and I sincerely apologized. The minute I clicked the "Send" button, I immediately felt better. The pit that had grown on Sunday was gone. I know that I did my part in the apology and I took another step in repentence.

*haybayy*

Freedom Fighters

Hey all. My little brother (he's 12) is writing a book. And you guys have to get this: He's really good. I'm pretty sure he's gonna become like a world-famous author someday.

here's his website: http://freedomfighters-tannersbook.blogspot.com

now, its kind of a different type of writing. But you have to give it a chance because i've read alot of it. more than he's put on there. And it's good.

*haybay*

AC Joints SUCK.

So I got back from the Chiropractor today with some devastating news....

But before I tell you the news, I have to tell you what happened.

I was at swim practice about a month ago and I was doing a pulling set. I wasn't fully inshape yet and I grabbed a set of hand paddles. Big Mistake. I was just about to glide into the wall and I took one last stroke and I heard a huge "POP" and felt my whole shoulder move in a way that shoulder's aren't meant to move. I sat out the rest of practice and just stretched. I only went to one other practice and then I left on my cruise.

Monday (June 15), my mom took me to Dr. Rosquist (chiropractor) and he told me that I had just sprained my Rotating Cuff Tendon and that I'd be out for like 2 weeks at the most. Wrong.

Today, I went to a different chiropractor who was really good. (Don't get me wrong, Rosquist is amazing. He just wasn't as specialized in this injury as this other guy). He had spent like a year studying shoulders, elbows, ankles, arms, legs, and etc. So anyway, He did some tests on my shoulder and came up with the following diagnosis: My AC Joint is a complete wreck. I'm not allowed to lift my arm at all which means....No Swimming. I can't swim until my shoulder is better. This is devastating. He said it could take a few weeks at the LEAST.

Pray that I'll get better, please.