1-800-HELP!!

IM SO CONFUSED! ok. Here's the story.

So I like this kid. his name is... "bob" and we flirt all the time. He'll like say Haylee in a way that makes my heart flip over and then grins at me. I got his number and we text alot too! He sits in front of me in a class, and he always randomly turns around to just look at me without even saying anything. He always asks ME the answer or what the question was or what we're suppose to be doing even though we both know that the kid who sits next to me is 10x smarter than me. Last night he told me he wanted to hang out and all that. So he hasn't come out and said that he likes me but me and my friends all think he does.

THEN there's this other guy named... "ronald". I met him last year and there was a week where we spent every single day together. I kinda thought he was cute but at the time he had a girlfriend. He told me today that he broke up with his girlfriend (she moved to a dif. state) and that he likes me. Hes such a sweetie and he's exactly what i want for a boyfriend.

The problem is that the pros and cons are equalish. I don't want to go for one and hurt the other, but i love them both! Man. I would hate to be the bachelorette. this is hard enough and I'm not even getting married.

so im calling to you guys, 1-800-HELP and I need it fast!

UPDATE TIME!

Alright. Update time!

Swimming--Salt Lake Country Club Championships were held August 4&5. I raced 3 individual events (Breast, IM and Fly) and 2 relays (free, medley). In Semi-finals, i dropped a second off my breastroke time which ended up as a 37.74. i was seated 2nd!(: then i went about the same time in finals and got second. which made me mad because i was so set on first. but oh well(:
then in semi-finals the next day, I dropped 3 seconds in my IM! from a 1:17 to a 1:14! thats what i call awesome(: then i dropped a second in my fly and that brought me to a 31:58. I was going for the pepperwood record (30:34) but oh well. then i went about the same in finals.

Trek--Great experience. I learned alot about the pioneers and what suffering and trials they went through. I got a better understanding about it. I always knew that they went through hard times, but hearing the stories and such made me realize what they really went through. my friend Mark and his dad sang a song called "prayer of a walking child" with "come, come ye saints" intertwined in it. wow. let me tell ya, that was amazing. Yeah, if you get the chance to go on trek, go.

Park City--uber fun! Me and my best frienn jessie went up there for part of the week. we hung out at the pool, the lounge, our room, and went on the alpine coaster and zipline! so fun. let me tell ya... (:

School Shopping--i got lotsa new clothes(: i love to shop. :P I can't believe school starts in 3 days! thats crazy. i want more summer. i'm not ready for homework yet!

Boys--I don't like anyone at the moment. Those boys, they're fun to flirt with but i don't like them anymore. I do kinda have this thing for this guy who i'm really close to but i don't want to ruin our "brother/sister" relationship because my stupid emotions got in the way. so i'm keepin it the way it is.

peace.

is in a delimma.

well. i eliminated two of the guys. and added another one. the thing is, these guys are really close. and sometimes i think they both like me. so if i go for one and something happens, i completely miss the chance to go for the other one. Its so hard.
i don't wanna ruin the chance with hmm... lets say tyler. i've been working hard to get him and i think i've almost got him but now that the new guy has entered the picture i'm not sure i wanna do anything. But he kinda already told me he's gonna ask me out when school starts but idk because he isn't the kind of guy i'm gonna hold to that. but hes so sweet at times and i really like him.
i'm leaning toward... lets call him jim. hes so outgoing, fun, sweet and just up for anything! i kinda want him to be my summer romance and hey if it cuts into school well thats just cool! (:

what do you think i should do in this situation?

i'm hurting.

So i just got in a fight with my friend. we have been best friends forever (like honestly since we were like 5.) and she is really mad at me.

So.... its all over this guy. she can't get over him and he's caused her a ton of pain. So i keep telling her to just get over him because he's just a boy (right?) and honestly its not that big of a deal. but she just says that I don't even give a crap about it and that i ignore her every time she brings it up. I told her it was because i didn't want to have to see her go through that all over a stupid, idiotic, immature guy. then she said that she wishes she was dead. and that i can go live my life however the heck i want to. then she took me off her friends list, (mind you, this was all over facebook.) and said something like "______ is depressed because she is fighting with someone who she thought was her friend/someone she thought she could trust with everything. but apparently not. maybe they shouldn't be friends anymore." to that extent.

honestly, I don't know what to do. this girl is really dramatic and i've always been the one to tell her that because i'm not scared of what she will do to me. and most the time, she just slaps herself up because she knows i've been right about things. but now, we aren't even friends anymore. i'm hurting. help me. i don't want to lose this friend because of an argument over a stupid boy. that is not something i want to tell my kids someday.

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