Some things...

Well, Just gotta say that I REALLY like this boy...

And Also...

I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAIT FOR SNOWBOARDING SEASON!!!!

Another Thing...I already knew this but I've been having a bit of trouble with someone lately, so Here's what I have learned. I've learned that I can't control what other people say or do; the only thing that I can control is my own actions and my own mouth and my own emotions. I can't make someone realize something, I can only try to explain it any hope that they understand. No matter how stupid I think something is, I just have to realize that some other person might be thinking the same thing about something I did. I am not the only one with an opinion, and thinking something bad about someone else is the same thing as them thinking something bad about me. So, next time you are thinking about someone or gossipping, Just remember that it is the same thing as them saying/thinking it about you.

Well yeah...Hope your week has been better than mine.

...Peace...Love...Happiness...
<3Haylee

Pet Peeves...

Hey Sadie--thanks for the idea! She asked what other peoples were, so Here I go:

1. Clothes that are too small. UGH! I absolutely hate when I see someone walking down the hall/street/room/whatever, and their pants are only to their ankles or their shirt is like past their wrists!!! Yeah, well I know some people can't like, afford new stuff but COME ON!!!

2. Singing Off-Key. Yes, sometimes I do, but when I do, I ABSOLUTELY HATE MYSELF!!! It bugs me when someone thinks their so cool and such good singers but then they hit a wrong note (flat or sharp) and STILL think their so cool. Wowie.

3. People who think that their always right. I hate it when someone can't take critisism the right way or defend themselves when someone says something to them that they did wrong. (I only do this on my bad days) But like I'll tell someone about something they did to hurt my feelings or something and then that person gets all defensive and tells me that I'm wrong and that I did everything wrong. This really bugs me.

Well, there's my pet peeves. What's yours???
Peace...Haylee

Sorry...

Hey sorry guys! Haven't posted since last month! haha
Well yeah every time i open this its the depressing 9/11 thing so I decided I'd make my blog a little happier!!!

So Update...

• New guy. Gosh I love him. Too bad he don't know it.
• Hate school.
• No school tomorrow. I'm the only one. Retarded right?
• STILL don't have a phone. Even MORE retarded right?
• Lovin' dance. It's so fun!
• Bestest buddies all have boys in their life. Mine don't even know I exist.

Well...Pretty much it! :D Talk to me soon! I love ya all!

PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS
Haylee

9/11

I've been thinking about today and what happened 7 years ago. I walked into the school today thinking, "oh well it's september 11, and oh well its an important day." But never really thought about it until 4th period. My teacher, Mrs. Hamilton, showed us a movie about the twin towers and the world trade center. Watching all the devastation, people jumping out of the buildings and just seeing those planes collide into the towers, it made me really think, i even got "teary eyed" and was about to cry. It made think of this song, "Have You Forgotten?" by Darryl Worley. It makes this song even more special to me.

I hear people saying we don't need this warI say there's some things worth fighting forWhat about our freedom and this piece of ground? We didn't get to keep 'em by backing down They say we don't realize the mess we're getting in Before you start preaching Let me ask you this my friend

Have you forgotten how it felt that day

To see your homeland under fire

And her people blown away?

Have you forgotten when those towers fell?

We had neighbors still inside

Going through a living hell

And you say we shouldn't worry 'bout Bin Laden

Have you forgotten?

They took all the footage off my T.V. Said it's too disturbing for you and me It'll just breed anger that's what the experts say If it was up to me I'd show it every day Some say this country's just out looking for a fight After 9/11 man I'd have to say that's right

Have you forgotten how it felt that day

To see your homeland under fire

And her people blown away?

Have you forgotten when those towers fell?

We had neighbors still insideGoing through a living hell

And you say we shouldn't worry 'bout Bin Laden

Have you forgotten?
I've been there with the soldiers Who've gone away to war And you can bet they remember Just what they're fighting for

Have you forgotten all the people killed?

Some went down like heroes in that Pennsylvania field

Have you forgotten about our Pentagon?

All the loved ones that we lost

And those left to carry on

Don't you tell me not to worry about Bin Laden

Have you forgotten?
Have you forgotten? Have you forgotten?

I've watched videos, I'm watching the History channel right now, and I'm about to cry listening to the stories about the survivors' stories and how depressing it is for the people in the building who were killed. Mrs. Hamilton was also telling us about how the people who were on the plane that crashed put up a fight when they learned that the terrorists were going to hit the white house. They were saying "don't do it! we will do what ever we can to stop you!" and things like that, but they all knew they were going to die. so they all called their families and said good-bye.

I cannot believe that these people would do anything to do this. I just saw on the history channel this woman who lived in NY and her husband worked in the World Trade Center. She was awaiting his call to tell her that she was ok and then she got ahold of him and all he said was "I'm gonna be ok, just stay calm, and if this doesn't end well, just know that you made my life amazing" and then hung up. She called her husbands friend and was talking to him, and then she said, "i'm just so scared," and then he was about to say something, then on the TV, the buliding collapsed. all he could her was her anguishing, blood-curdling cry, because her husband was directing people to saftey, and his buliding just had collapsed.

I cannot possibly imagine how devastating that is, I did not have anyone I knew in New York at the time, nor do I know anyone who was. But just listening to these stories makes me so sad to think about how much pain everyone who had loved ones in those bulidings and lost loved ones.

I have to come to a close, because I can't write more. It's too much for my emotion to handle. Maybe when I gain control I will write more, but as of now, just think about these stories, the song, all these things.

May God Bless all our lives with peace and may He bless our country

<3haylee<3